Having my voice heard.https://www.google.com/adsense/new/u/0/pub-3691500166505297/privacymessaging

My psychiatrist was the person who suggested I write a blog because he said that people would genuinely be interested in what I have to say. To this day, I thank him for giving me an outlet for my voice. It has been the best journey ever.

Moat of the time, my thoughts float in my head until an idea sticks out, and then I can coherently write โœ๏ธ about it. Sometimes, it feels like I have a hundred thoughts at once that I would ultimately like to write โœ๏ธ about. M

Normally, i can focus on just one, but sometimes my mind is foggy, and I can’t focus. Normally, I can make a mental note in my mind to thoroughly think through something at a later date to write about……. At present I am thinking of how beautiful and almost otherworldly the actor Sam Reid is, who played Dale Jennings in The Newsreader,  and I am also thinking how much I admire Sandi Toksvig as a,woman……. but these are both fleeting thoughts that I will focus more on when I don’t have brain fog………. as a hundred thoughts bounce around my mind. I thank God that I have the blog ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿฝ posts ๐Ÿ“ซ and my other writings as an outlet for my creativity.   See you on the flipside when I feel inspired to write โœ๏ธ.

Faith and love.https://www.google.com/adsense/new/u/0/pub-3691500166505297/privacymessaging

Jot down the first thing that comes to your mind.

The first thing that comes to mind is the feeling of my faith ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿฝ and love. It is Easter,  so as  a Christian, my thoughts are very much of  Jesus and rejoicing in the fact that he lived and the impact ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿฝ his life had on humanity.

I have just spoken to my lovely friend Russell, who is the most humble, faithful, and truly the most Christian gentleman you could meet. Russell has been like Jesus in my life ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿฝ and in the lives of his friends.  Susanna used to say that Russell was not just an angel, that he was, in fact, an archangel, and I totally agree with her. So on this morning ๐ŸŒ„ my first thoughts are of my faith and love โค๏ธ.

Easter is a time to reflect and start afresh with renewed faith ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿฝ and devotion to the Lord. I am truly grateful ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿฝ that the Lord has brought wonderful people ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿฝ like Russell into my life.  Take care, and God bless ๐Ÿ™Œ ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿฝ you all.

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Describe a decision you made in the past that helped you learn or grow.

The best decision I made in my life was to use my experience of mental health issues to help others experiencing the same.  Definitely, studying welfare studies gave me the right qualifications to do so. To this day, I still practice the skills I learned studying welfare studies.  I wanted to give people the support that I had lacked when I was first unwell.   Nobody told me my rights as an inpatient  , but legally, they were meant to. I did not learn what a peer support worker was until a few years later, and right from the get-go, I knew I was destined to become one. I think the whole experience made me a stronger,  wiser, compassionate, and empathic person. It was the road I was destined to travel.. I regret nothing. The journey has been rich and rewarding.  I now get to spend my time writing โœ๏ธ a blog and books about my life experience.  Life is all about the journey, not the destination.

Never go where angels fear to tread.https://www.google.com/adsense/new/u/0/pub-3691500166505297/privacymessaging

What place in the world do you never want to visit? Why?

This post topic is an interesting one and a potentially loaded one.

Thr earth ๐ŸŒŽ is a beautiful place, and I would love to experience a lot of countries to learn more about the world ๐ŸŒŽ and what it has to offer.

However, I feel the world ๐ŸŒŽ is on the brink of World ๐ŸŒŽ War Three.. Lessons of the past need to be relearned, or we will end up in a world ravaged by war and hate. Even here in Australia, one of the most wonderful places on earth, I sense a growing uneasiness and a fear of what will happen to erode peace. Even here in Sunbury, I have seen anti Jewish graffiti, and I wonder who is doing that.  It makes me a concerned citizen, and I watch and listen to events across the world. All I can do is pray ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿฝ for peace โœŒ๏ธ and ask my fellow blog readers to pray ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿฝ for peace in the ๐ŸŒŽ world so we don’t end up with World War Three.

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Describe a positive thing a family member has done for you.

Todays topic has really got me thivking, and I am blessed to have more than one sibling who has been thoughtful and gracious in their relationship with me

Over two years ago when I last had an onset of my mental health issues my oldest brother Peter said to me that “he would never let his sister down”. These supportive words were like a balm for my troubled soul, and was the kind of support I need when things in my life go haywire 

My other brother David gave me the best piece of advice ever when I was first diagnosed with mental health issues.  He told me to “always surround myself with good people”. I took this piece of advice on board and now only let people with the very best of intentions be a part of my everyday life.

Thank you, Peter and David, for being wonderful, supportive brothers from your ever loving sister.

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What is your favorite restaurant?

This is a hard question to limit to just one.

I have two favourite restaurants local to me in Sunbury. They are the Italian restaurant Itahlia and the old fashioned building, but with delicious food The Gatehouse Cafe.  Both are incredibly good value and provide a welcoming ambience.

Historically, my favourite would have been The Hopetoun Tearooms in the city of Melbourne. Throughput the years I have been there with Mum, James, and Susanna. It eas very beautiful old fashioned elegant and genteel.  Susanna and I loved it. If it still existed in its old format, I would love to take someone like Sandi Toksvig there,  her being a women’s history buff and past host of The Great British Bake Off.  I think she would’ve loved the ambience and grace of the Tearooms and would regale me with funny anecdotes.  Oh well, that is not to be. It is wonderful to have  memories of the Tearooms and know that Susanna is running such a place in heaven.

The dreaded “C”wordhttps://www.google.com/adsense/new/u/0/pub-3691500166505297/privacymessaging

There is a word in our alphabet that is considered by some to be so tabboo and never talked about 

It is CANCER.  My father passed away from bowel cancer at the age of 62. Admittedly, he had other complications too.

I have just found out that Rob Hirst Midnight Oils drummer has been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer.  It has got me thinking of my life and those I knew had cancer..

My beloved angel lady Susanna passed away 3 years ago from kidney and liver cancer after a six year battle. At one stage of that journey, I wrote a song ๐ŸŽต for her  it was written from the heart about my feelings. One of the lines was that God was calling Susanna back to heaven, that she had fulfilled her life purpose. It was my way of showing I was preparing myself for the worst. One friend of mine was horrified that I wrote that line. In her eye,  I was being evil and wishing the worst for Susanna.  It couldn’t have been further from the truth.  I was getting myself ready for what the future held for Susanna.  Susann,  bythe way,  loved the tribute song ๐ŸŽต and had no problem with me expressing my feelings.  My experience with Susanna has taught me to freely discuss cancer, to not consider it a tabboo topic that is hidden and never talked about. Take car,  and God bless you all, may cancer become something that is openly discussed.

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Where do you see yourself in 10 years?

In ten years time I see my life beibg very settled and fulfilled.  I see myself settled into my new ๐Ÿก home,  having moved there in the not too distant future from now.

I see myself having progressed in my writings, both of this blog and the books ๐Ÿ“š I plan to write in the future. I plan to have published The Angel Lady about Susanna and her role as an angel in heaven.  I plan to write about the people who inspire me both everyday friends ๐Ÿงก and people who are well known.

I plan that my ETSY site will be doing well. I plan on regularly going opshopping with Kathryn and Lani. I plan on being a loving, supportive person to those who are in my life. I plan on spending time learning watercolour painting and selling my ๐Ÿ“š books and paintings ๐Ÿ–ผ at a local craft market.

I would like to be well known as a person with mental health issues that broke the mould and became a celebrated author of spiritual books for children and the young at โค๏ธ heart. I would dedicate my success to a beautiful little dog called Lily, who taught me so much about unconditional love โค๏ธ and joy.

I will be calm,at peace and fulfilled, and knkwn for my. spirituality.

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Describe something you learned in high school.

There are 3 things that I learned in high school that shaped me.

They are as follows.

  1. Studying journalism as an elective helped shape and form my writing โœ๏ธ skills,  and to this day remains important to me.
  2. Studying Australian history,  particularly the history of Melbourne, was just so interesting and informative.
  3. Mr Guppy writing on the blackboard the lyrics to the John Lennon song Imagine ๐ŸŽต.   It changed my life and formed my views on social justice, equality, and faith.  He was an amazing teacher who was always trying to shape our view and make us better people.

I’ve experienced a lot of jealousy.

I’m writing โœ๏ธ this blog today because I am in a reflective mood.   A good friend pointed out to me that a past friend of mine seemed to have always been jealous of me.  This has got me thinking, and I believe that to be true of that past friend, looking back over the years, I now see exactly how jealous this friend was of me. I think in my early 20s, this jealousy began over my 21st birthday. I was spoilt by family and friends for that bitthday, and I think this particular friend was really jealous of the attention I received.  I think she thought I came from a rich family because both of my parents were working at the time.

Years later and this friend had some truly horrible things happen in her marriage and I was always there for her emotionally supporting her from one crisis to the next.  This friend was always seeking financial support which I couldn’t provide regularly because of my own circumstances.

This friend is no longer a part ofย  myย  life as supporting her throughout every crisis brought on my own mental health issues with worry for her. She was so jealous of my friendships with Adrian, Russell, and in particular Susanna.ย  To say this person was a vampire who sucked all the energy out of me and Susanna is an understatement. At the time, Susanna was battling cancer and needed support herself.ย  It was not until Susanna’s last few months that I realised exactly how much she had taken advantage of Susanna.ย  I have learned the hard way not to give such people my energy or precious time because they negatively impact my mental health and I choose not to focusu on them instead giving my energy to those I love and cherish for being lovely people. If someone is jealous of you, it says more about them than you.