Patience is a virtue

There is a saying that ” patience is a,virtue possess it if you can. Seldom in a woman,  never in a man.’

I think I am becoming the very essence the very spirit of that saying.  I have been waiting what feels like an eternity to hear if I will be moving into The Haven i wait in earnest and I know my loved one’s are praying 🙏🏽 for me.  At times it feels like I am back living in  monotonous holding pattern, the likes of which I haven’t experienced since Susanna was placed in palliative care all those years ago leading up to her passing on.  I juggle a lot of balls in the air very carefully,  with the mental health ball being the priority that I don’t drop it. Writing ✍️ this post about it is very freeing and I am feeling alot lifting off my shoulders.  Perhaps that is the key for me,  self expression in the form of writing is my salvation , my saviour. I can feel the holding pattern becoming easier to deal with. The glass is always half full.