What are you most worried about for the future?
There are things I worry about for the future, and definitely top of my list is becoming more disabled as I age because of the side effects of the medications I am on. Being on psych meds for the past 30 years has had a definite impact on my body, including less muscle strength and stiffness, weight gain, deterioration of balance, movement, etc. To this end, I am hopefully moving soon to a more accessible place without steps and better access, etc. I also do physiotherapy regularly to work on my balance and muscle strength, but there has been a noticeable decline in this that my friends seem to be more aware of than my family. It’s a tricky situation as I need my psych meds for my mental well-being, but the long-term side effects do have an impact on your day to day quality of life. It’s a juggling act. I juggle better at some times or others, and it is something I have learned to live with to the best of my abilities. Certainly, having Lily is the absolute best thing in my life, keeping me both active and fulfilled. I am hopeful that I will be moving in the not too distant future and am planning for the day I won’t be so imparted by stairs, balance, etc.