A HOLDING PATTERN

Life sometimes can be like being caught in a holding pattern. On a plane circling the city awaiting clearance from air traffic control, that all is clear to land the plane.

This is what it feels like for me, Kathryn and my loved 😍 πŸ’™ ❀️ πŸ’• β™₯️ ones waiting for news on Susanna. We are waiting to hear about Susanna whom is in palliative care at the Olivia Newton John Centre. We know the time is drawing near and jump everytime the phone rings. We are expecting contact with Rebecca, Susannas daughter, whom at the moment is the air traffic controller seeking to give us the news, that our plane can land, but Kathryn and I are torn, as we are not 100% percent ready for this flight to end. We know the end is near and hope Susanna passes in peace having been so loved.

To my other friends and readers I apologise both for my distance and my writings ✍️ of late focusing on Susanna, but I am literally losing my best friend, my soul sister. I am amazed and so grateful for the love ❀️ and goodwill shown to me by my friends who all know Susanna well and collectively we are already going through the stages of grief. I will miss Susanna so greatly, but know she will be an angel in heaven watching over me. She truly is an angel lady as I fondly call her.

Please πŸ™ God let the rest of the flight that myself and Kathryn are on, be a holding pattern of goodwill and peace. This entire journey with Susanna has been so inspiring, empowering and uplifting. This is one flight ✈️ that air traffic control intends to run smoothly…..

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7 thoughts on “A HOLDING PATTERN

  1. What a great way to look at the situation
    If your on this flight then you are definitely a hostess looking after everyone
    An angel in your own right
    Bless Susanna πŸŒˆπŸ˜‡

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  2. Your piece displays how much you value your friendships,esp Susannah.Both of your souls are bound together in this world and for eternity.

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  3. Beautiful piece of writing Kaye…so well thought out.Letting go is scary,that’s why we hold on tight to the very end…even when we know the end is very near.Her fight is over…so too is her suffering and anguish ..but you know that she will face this with dignity and peace.Thinking of you and your dear friend Susannah!

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